Why does it feel like this?

Why does it feel so empty sometimes, like there are so many feelings to the point that you feel empty and numb. It’s like you wanna cry but no tears come out you, wanna scream and shout but that doesn’t help why is it an endless cycle of shit and it never gets better, life never gives me a break if one thing goes right there’s another thing going wrong and ughhhh. Why whyyy do bad things happen to good people? it’s so unfair how people have the things you want so easily butttt when it comes to you getting those things is so hard.